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忽然之间,特别想念深圳.

那种夏日暴雨来临之前的泥土味道.

还有秋天学校旁边那条林阴道的枯草香.

 

秋天就是有味道的啊。

应为这个被人笑了好几年.哎!!!!

 

现在不知道怎么用自己非常匮乏的中文来形容我的感觉.

有很重的怀念的感觉就是了...

 

我的SPACE都快被我遗忘了...偶尔更新下照片..似乎也没有什么意愿去写点什么...为什么捏??

 

 

最近小雨绵绵的..下的人一点斗志和精神都没有..就想天天不起床.听着雨声在床上看本小说..喝点茶..听着我的indie.

 

可惜..天天上课上班...也没有时间去享受这样懒散的生活..

这两天才有空真的懒下床.......才忽然觉得..原来自己也会加入appreciate阴天的那群人里..

 

还有!!我的梦还是源源不断的怪异的更新中..

昨天梦到自己忽然无端端生了5个孩子..然后还记得第一个是男生.然后是女生.然后是男生.然后是两个女生..

超级可爱..(虽然有点不记得是什么样子..)然后我就好开心就象自己PICK了什么宝一样.........然后也不疼的就生出来了...

家人好象也超开心..然后我在自己傻乐了好久之后忽然间意识到...

啊!那老爸是谁啊.......怎么自己无缘无故的就有了5个小孩啊...

然后忽然从喜悦中醒悟过来..自己还只是大学生。还没有毕业怎么养活这5个生命呢??难道我的光明大道就要在奶粉下低头了吗??

正在自己的情绪焦躁..感觉复杂.大幅度从喜悦坠落到失落的时候...

我醒了...第一件事情就摸了摸肚子...然后发现自己其实是梦..

但是那叫一个真实啊........真吓人...

 

然后第2天上班的时候,我的同事告诉我她有喜了....

超级突然啊!!..我自己也不吓了一跳...

哎...我的梦.太神奇了..

这已经不是第一次我的梦和将来要发生的事情有关联了...

我记得还有一次.我梦见我的ROOMATE打蟑螂 还是变异的..长的象赖袅虾..

结果第2天我下班的时候我ROOMATE就小心翼翼的告诉我

她在家里打了一个巨大的蟑螂.

结果以为它死了..转身一会就不见了.叫我回家有点心理准备..

..我那叫一个惊慌啊....回家就象进了地雷区一样..到处看..

阴魂不散的小强啊.......居然还托梦给我...

 

然后还有很多次...都是这样。...

几年前..我梦到我的一个好朋友给我很严肃的说.她和他分手了...第2天..我很惊慌的打电话给她...她说..对啊...昨天发生的事 我们确实分手了...

 

哈哈哈哈..我太牛了.

 

跑题了...

恩..主题是..想念一下伟大的祖国.

ARRRRR

wats wrong with me??

dun wanna do anything...

nothing interests me...

whyyyyyy.

even food cant make me happy now.....

arrrrrr.....something wakes me up!!!!

up up up!!!!!

 

 

woo hoooo!!! thanks guys  for your beautiful bday wishes!!!! my first bday in china and with my family in6 years ..was certainly GREAT....

 

and my surprise 22 here at syd was truely amzing....lol...didnt see that coming my love!!!!

 

2222222222222222222222222222222222222222222..

 

im  gonna make it brighter than ever!

woohoooo.2008!

 

lets dreaming out loud!

more suprises!

 

please!

亲爱的老妈呀~~~

 

生日快乐呀!!!!!

今年不能陪你过了

希望你年年都那么的苗条和美丽

 

女儿过的真的挺好的..

就是希望你们能和我一样

开开心心!!!!

 

生日快乐哟!!老妈~岁数不是问题!!

想你!!!

 

 

 

 

对了..还有亲爱的小乐同学~

你也要生日快乐哟!!!!!

最实际的祝福就是...心想事成!

快乐~~~~~!!!!

Jo has started her parental activities..ie..dealing with baby poopoo everyday...lol..

 

Marsha has decided to travel by herself.....she's prob reading lonely planet right now..remember to send me post cards from Tailand vietnam and laos......!!! as usuallll....im procrastinating...im done with facebook...now i am switchin my attention to everywhere but facebook..tat sounds worse.....

 

ARRRRRGHHHH......i wanna go to GREECE...or Italy....or somewhere!!!!????

 

...........

JO will officially be a mom next wed.

still, 3 letters for me.

O.

M.

G.

 

but lets keep our fingers crossed...

and sing a lullaby

 

 

 

 she hopes so.

elle is tired..apart from her frds' 21sts..she couldnt find any other reasons..

tats bad.

she needs a less superficial life.

some one enlighten her!

or simply pin her ass into her chair so she could finish her readings.

 

stop running around elle!

cam is broken.

Elle is sad.

it will never be the same again.

out of focus.

i am sorry.

i feel guilty.

 

milky milky way

starry starry night 

 

I HAD A GREAT TRIP.

 

tired............photos exhibit  better;)

fun

 

070707. wat a day.

 

i have developed an unshakable faith in alcohol

sake cures my throat.

 

o well. my winter holidays..so far so good...

 

have been eating, drinking, fooling around *wink wink* dancing yelling *nod nod* basically anything u can fink of.

 

sorry for being so versatile n fun

 

work starts next week. Garfield Barwick Chamber. hmmm..sounds awesome 

 

sitting in my room..surrounded by the leftover of fridaynite (Carmen's towel n pj....pastic wrap of junk food we consumed...dress to be washed....)

 

and yea..time to tidy up.

 

tidy up everything. i mean.

 

so i basically turned my room inside out. and then put everything back again.

put myself in my past

and set myself up wif strangers whos gone

closure

 

i had lunch wif a wise woman yesterday morning.

and she told me one thing outa her wisdom bag

never look for company for company's sake.

 

so yea. i can sit by myself in my room

all alone

 wif no one in my mind.

 

and u know wat.?

i am able to use my brain wisely again

 

its cold outside.

clear sky.

cool.

 

 

things going on

little can be remembered

 

have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old

 

And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow